Getting things together

2011 has started out a little rough but I know that this is only a test. I feel God is pulling me out of my comfort zone once again to make me live up to my real potential. I've downplayed my life for years afraid of outshining people around me. This year I'm going to truly focus on making my life better, working hard to make the things I want in my life come true. I don't live up to my full potential partly because I can't commit. I realized last year that I have commitment issues, which is funny cause I have been with the same man since I was 17 years old. But I have issue in committing to a project or purpose whatever u want to call it, I rarely finish what I start. I want to accomplish some things this year and finish some things. I want to finish getting my associate's degree this year, I want to get my massage license this year, I want to get healthier this year and thats gonna take some dedication. I know the only someone to help me is the Lord. I have to pray on my commitment and dedication to my tasks to get them done.