New Year

Well a new year has began all ready and this will be my first blog, mainly because the year has started a little hectic but I stay prayed up so I know that God is with me every step of the way. New Year's Eve I was at a funeral for a young man barely 20 and it was sad because his death was so sudden, it brought me back to the death of my brother and the questions. Why God why did you take him so young? I spent the rest of the evening with my cousin and our friend Angie, just hanging out, pigging out and laughing like old times. Lord knows I really needed to connect with my girls and enjoy their company. My BFF couldnt make it she had to work. The just as I was coming down off that high, getting myself ready for school, my hubby's grandmother passed away. Considering the last post I made you would have thought I didnt show. But how many know that God will put you where you need to be. I spent the entire week with his mom, helping her make the preparations. I'm learning not to question God and just do what he says because I know something good will come out of it. I had the best time. Now I know that sounds crazy but I did. Nana was a no nonsense type of person, she didn't like all that extra mess, we shed tears then we enjoyed family time. I guess we had been preparing ourselves for it since she had been sick for a while. And just as I was starting to rest from that my friend Nina called crying her bestfriend also died, and her death was suddenly. I don't know what all this death means but I'm sure trying to be right with God so I can make it through the gates. I can tell this year is going to be different. I'm keeping my head to the sky and really looking for the miracles God is going to do suddenly.